This is the blog where I post all the crazy stuff that goes on in my head. This is also the blog where I post random stuff I find interesting. If this is not your cup of tea, feel free to skip over.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
Things have been hard between us, I know.
You saved my life, now maybe it’s my turn to save yours.
In my quest for happiness, I’ve put you on the back burner. You tell me it doesn’t matter, that everyone’s feelings won’t matter as long as I’m making decisions that make me happy. But it’s you. We’ve been best friends for so long and I can’t just let that go. You can’t tell me to just let it go like everything that happened between us all took place yesterday.
And I know that it’s bad. Every time I make a move, I always second-guess myself, like I’m asking if it’s okay, am I making the right step? Technically, that’s not me making decisions for myself. I’m dependent on you and I’m slowly learning to walk on my own. In the process, though, I’ve been hurting you.
That’s not what I want. I want you to be happy too. And I know you’re not okay right now and I told you I’d wait till you were. I don’t really know what to do or what to say to make it better between us. I’m thinking, maybe if I pray hard enough, I’ll come up with a solution.
I’m thinking, we’ve been through a lot before, we can come back and fix things again like we always do. I have hope. I hope that you do too.
I ain’t giving up faith and you ain’t giving up on me…
I know, I’m totally cheating but I had to get it off my chest. If I could post one happy thing about this is that I never give up on people I think are that important. If you’ve made an impact in my life, I try my best to make it work.
